Sorry watchers. I just need to vent about my stress. Feel free to ignore Oh, and I mostly wanted to update my journal as I'm done with my kiribans and stuff o.o

Okay so it's the last week of school and I'm freaking out about this one class. Rhetoric at my school is required for three semesters and you have to pass it by a C or above. No C- allowed. So I'm really worried. If I don't pass this class I can't graduate on time which will be a nightmare for me :\ My school is private so once my scholarship for 4 years is up it's up. So pass or I'm screwed

Problem is I got behind. After spring break I started having depression and anxiety problems again and it got to the point where certain days I just couldn't function right. I couldn't do any work. So I got behind on my research paper. I had a 4 page paper, 10 page paper, 25 source research log, 25 source annotated bibliography, and a 10 minute presentation to do. Worst part is it's all due this week and I'm screwed. So unless I lose a huge amount of sleep I'm really worried I can't get it done. And if I can't get it done I'll fail *sigh*

And all of this is ontop of other papers I need to do and tests I need to study for in other classes. I had a 4 page paper due today in Logic class and a 6 page paper also due in one of my psych classes. Then on wednesday I have a paper due in my other psych class and then almost everything due in my rhetoric class. On friday I have to give that 10 minute presentation on autism and I'm just freaking out. I don't know how I can get it all done. I'm just lost.

Fortunately, I've stopped feeling the effects from the blood being drawn from me so I think that's where I started getting behind. I couldn't do anything because I felt so sick. The worst part of it is... after this week I have finals >_< And I have to pack and I have to catch a plane back home. After I do that I gotta go work two jobs all summer and it just never ever ends.

Sometimes I just want to go to a mental institution and collapse. It would feel so nice I think. Just even for a day or two or something. >_<

Anyways sorry about that watchers. I just really needed to get it down. Thank you, though, for those of you who read it. I'm just going a little nuts here

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